Thursday, November 30, 2006

HOHUM

I feel as though i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Nothing seems to be able to lift this low mood.

(Lights up cig)

I'm cranky.
Irritable beyond words.
Sad.
Hit by waves of hopelessness.

(Puffs away)

I'm beginning to complain non-stop about my work.
I seem to hate everyone around me.

(Lights up cig)

I hate attachment.
Too many crazy biatches.
Too many drama queens.
Too many mean assholes.
Even though incidents have lessened and the people have gotten nicer,
my interest has waned.

(puffs away)

and i'm afraid it may be beyond repair.

Someone erase my jadedness and bring back my passion.